I was tripping
I was slipping up
I had that certain bottle fill my cup
I just could never get enough
So I had to keep on pouring up
My mind kept on racing
Trying to make it out of the basement
Every day I've been blazing
Y'all just gotta face it
I'm trying to be the greatest
Hood up and I'm faded
Look at what I have created
There's no way that you can hate it
Heart numb and I feel none
(Feel none, feel none)
Why my heart feeling so numb
(No, no, no)
When you really don't wanna live no more
Everybody, just want to take and you don't wanna give no more
Thought I was living for me
But I was living for everyone else
Why am I so empty?
Cause I was draining my health
This is all I am
I got nothing left
This all I need
Just lay me to rest
Doing my best
Came from the west
Had to finesse
This is a test, Jesus, I'm staying blessed
Heart numb and I feel none (Nah, nah, nah)
(Feel none, feel none)
Why my heart feeling so numb
(No, no, no)
Living for nothing but accolades
After the day's over my escapades
Woke up one morning and thought "Wait"
Still got my mother an Escalade
I won't hesitate
I get up, I stay up, I'm stacking my cake up
I promise I'll make up for procrastinating, I'm climbing
You get in my way and you'll be on the pavement (Ugh)
Stay down, always keep on moving like a Greyhound
Vroom, vroom, say now
"Jammy is you ever going to tap out?"
Mm, mm
Hard out here for a man with a vision
Most people blind can't see what you're building
They take what you got but won't take who you isn't
Keep a tight grip if they see your ass slipping
They sipping that hater they mad cause they didn't
Go with their gut giving more than two fucks
Good luck and best wishes
Am about to get it
Jammy, hugs, and kisses, bitches
Heart numb and I feel none (Nah, nah, nah)
(Feel none, feel none)
Why my heart feeling so numb
(No, no, no)