Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
(Yea, I'm always sinning),
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
(Fucking up my system),
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
(How shitty I've been feeling),
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
(Yea it's been a minute),
Let me talk to you just to get to my level,
Everything that happened, I dunno how to feel,
So much damage, it feels so unreal,
I don't think that I would ever heal,
I feel like I have gone down like a spiral,
It could've been worse, yea I know,
I'm feeling so much pain, I don't know how to show,
But I keep going cause I know I will grow,
But my brain is built on it's destruction,
And I need these dark thoughts for my own to function,
And I cut it out like it's post production,
I wish this all came with instructions,
And I keep my distance from all of my peers,
And keep my distance to those I dear,
For my whole life I've been based on fear,
Cause we never know to when our end is here, because,
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
(Yea, I'm always sinning),
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
(Fucking up my system),
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
(How shitty I've been feeling),
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
(Yea it's been a minute),
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
(Yea, I'm always sinning),
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
(Fucking up my system),
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
(How shitty I've been feeling),
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
It's been going on every single day now,
Walking with a limp but I still stand proud,
And I still dream of performing for crowds,
But I'm so anxious, I'm way up in the clouds,
And I never vent because I know I'll lose,
Saying that I gotta work on my attitude,
Late night, stay up, dunno who to talk to,
You hate me? I know cause I hate me too,
And I've done everything that I could or can be,
Onto their socials while they talking about me,
I'm not smiling so I guess I'm not happy,
Everything I've done but I feel so empty,
Lie inside my bed as I sigh and groan,
And I feel so cold right down to the bone,
It's the whole world verses me and my phone,
And people wonder why I'm always alone,
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
(Yea, I'm always sinning),
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
(Fucking up my system),
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
(How shitty I've been feeling),
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
(Yea it's been a minute),
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
(Yea, I'm always sinning),
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
(Fucking up my system),
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
(How shitty I've been feeling),
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,
Father, forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning,
Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system,
Excuse my language, that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling,
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute,