Never again I've woken up too many times and grabbed a bottle to drown my crimes If I can't feel it then it isn't there If I stay medicated I won't care I've let my demons win so much that am living in hell I've failed so many times when I should have bettered myself If I could go back and turn my mistakes around oh who would I be Defying the past how would it change me now Would you see me differently Oh how I've missed you child of the past You and I both know what this has done to us I have slowly torn us apart I'm sorry my love If I could go back and turn my mistakes around oh who would I be Defying the past how would it change me now Would you see me differently I owe you everything for pulling me back Thank you for saving me child of the past If your heart ever stops I hope that mine stops with you If we come back I will bury you in the next life too I owe you everything for pulling me back Thank you for saving me child of the past If I could go back and turn my mistakes around oh who would I be Defying the past how would it change me now Would you see me differently Oh how I miss you Child of the past