Wasn't sure I'd make it past December Thought I'd broken all that I could break I tripped into the dawn of my surrender I'm so glad you didn't last December I thank God you didn't last December Every night I dream of you Then you're not so far away I've tried to die to be with you Breathe in, black out, and start to fade I put on a smile, so they won't discover A cut so deep, I know I won't recover Burns so cold, losing all control Wasn't sure I'd make it past December Thought I'd broken all that I could break I tripped into the dawn of my surrender I'm so glad you didn't last December I thank God you didn't last December Maybe I'm just not enough Maybe things will never change Maybe just a little blood To let them know I'm not okay I can't remember if there's words unspoken I can't remember 'cause my heart is frozen Paralyzed by the ice inside ♪ Wasn't sure I'd make it past December Thought I'd broken all that I could break I tripped into the dawn of my surrender I'm so glad you didn't last December And I'm gonna still make it last December December December December