I don't want to go back home yet
I don't want to seize this moment
It just doesn't sit right
Tell me I'm one in a million East Side
Can I make love show emotion?
Can I show up when I'm hurting?
Something doesn't sit right
Tell me I'm living in the biggest rich lie
I don't really say a thing
Trying to prove the little things
But I know how it grows
존나 억울해, I don't show
Bring your name up, I don't speak down
I know my truth and I don't claim loud
I don't say shit like you make shit
Twisted truth, who I am straightens it
One, one, one, two
Saying that I left you without any clue
You know what my daddy said?
"Is he really stupid or just not a man?"
Yeah
Knocking on my door, calling up my phone
"If you leave I'll end myself" or "drug out the bone"
Reactions to a problem
People see that you're the problem
That's why no one knows my hurt
Since I don't cry out to the public
People say I'm low energy
While they suck me up, like I'm just some therapy
And when it's my turn they just sit hurt
Acting fucking clueless or just sit curt
I fucking hate that I still care for you
I know I sound mad, but I want the best for you
Fuck
I just want to live
I, I just want to live
I don't want to go back home yet
I don't want to seize this moment
It just doesn't sit right
Tell me I'm one in a million East Side
Can I make love show emotion?
Can I show up when I'm hurting?
Something doesn't sit right
Tell me I'm living in the biggest rich lie