I think I need an intervention 'Cause all I do is crave attention I use and abuse it Ask for help then refuse it I really need some self reflection I feed off of my own depression It's so fucking stupid But it's so therapeutic It's like I, I invite it But I kinda like it Self-destruct in three, two, one Sadness is a loaded gun I do it for the hell of it Maybe, I'm a masochist Me, myself are one and done Lonely is an endless fight But I don't wanna run from it Maybe, I'm a masochist I fall in love for shitty reasons And I know they're gonna hurt my feelings I'm a sucker for the pain, oh Welcome to my freak show It's like I, I invite it But I kinda like it Self-destruct in three, two, one Sadness is a loaded gun I do it for the hell of it Maybe, I'm a masochist Me, myself are one and done Lonely is an endless fight But I don't wanna run from it Maybe, I'm a masochist Maybe I'm a low Maybe I'm a low Self-destruct in three, two, one Sadness is a loaded gun I do it for the hell of it Maybe, I'm a masochist