I Know your feelings is delicate
So I'll be eloquent
You still yourself
But it seem like you just a shell of it
Never needed love
I just fell in it for the fellowship
You said we held together
I guess it was an embellishment
I tell her shit
Like I bleed for you deep in my core
And this heart inside of my body
Is equally yours
She just staring at me
Like she never seen me before
I guess we turn into the people we cure
Cuz even when I know I'm supposed to leave
I just sink my teeth in it more
And try to nail my feet to the floor
Like if I meet somebody else
I'm just repeating all the things we endured
You know you'll always be the
Sheath on my sword
I never seen the allure
In talking bout it I just need to record
You say that shit make me immature
But I just think you ignore
Every sign telling you I'm leaving
Til my key in the door
You ain't with me anymore
I'm gone
And I'm inching closer to death
From cigarettes I lit
Still ain't half the man
That my step pops is
Cause there ain't no way
I could ever accept 5 kids
And all of that pressure
Just to make sure that I kept my chick
But I do know the best life lived
Is a life that's shared
As I look around
There ain't nobody here
But I noticed my joy was stolen
When I chose to compare
So I'm just holding in the smoke til it clears
If you didn't get the first verse
Baby I'm hurt hurt
Used to wanna work on it
Now it ain't worth work
Looking for your love
Like letters in a word search
And it's tough
Cuz I never did deserve her
Yeah
And if you ever felt it I seen it
I always swore we was
Connected by telekinesis
She telling me secrets
Detailing her failures and weakness
The same second she unveils them to Jesus
I miss your hellish releases
Ask the fellas and they tell me to leave it
But they don't understand
The other side of hell is achievement
I'm trynna reach it
Been feeling halfway decent
But I ain't speaking nah
Cuz I ain't never seen the allure
In talking bout it
I just need to record
You say that shit make me immature
But I just think you ignore
Every sign telling you I'm leaving
Til my key in the door
You ain't with me anymore
I'm gone