Sometimes I be deep in my thoughts
Thinking bout the people & the dreams I forgot
Things change a lot even when it seems like they not
I could've sworn this morning Dorothy was asleep at my spot
But really 5 years & some days have passed since I seen her
A baby on the way
I guess the grass was really greener on the other side
I couldn't love her like her other guy
But I ain't mad
Cuz I would have her if I need her
I'm a rapper I'm a writer a thinker and public speaker
I'm my mothers only hope
I am my brothers fucking keeper
Keep a flow so fucking cold
Could heat it up inside the freezer
But till you do the unbelievable they don't believe ya
I keep pushing
Even when I'm in the lead I need cushion
Tell these promoters
That I'm over doing cheap bookings
So he gon either pay the fee or he gon keep looking
My fans serve from Johannesburg to east Brooklyn
A lot of people broken and not a lot of us sober
A lot of girls legs spread open looking for closure
A lot of niggas don't get bold till they empty the holster
But in this culture
The ignorance gets the most exposure
I'm tired of seeing young niggas dying from wild shit
Tired of the violence the sad songs the violins
The feeling of dividing from people I thought I vibed with
Gotta get high to survive inside my environment
I'll be smoking till the pain goes away
Til the pain goes away
And I'll be drinking till the pain goes away
Til the pain goes away
I tell my momma that I won't be okay no I can't be okay
She just tell me that I'm gon be okay I pray for the days
I'll be smoking till the pain goes away
Til the pain goes away yeah
I'll be drinking till the pain goes away
Til the pain goes away yeah
I tell my shorty no we won't be okay
No we can't be okay yeah
She just tell me that we gon be okay I pray for the days yeah