Damn
Why do I bother
Writing all these songs about my father
Wondering if we got everything
Our relationship had to offer
But he ain't never been much a talker
Following your path like a stalker
I can hear your voice inside my head
Before I falter
Like remember what I taught you
And I hope it wasn't awkward
On that day I chose to call you
Just to say you know I got you
If you ever need a dollar dawg
You'll forever be a legend in my optics dawg
I know that your effort
Is what led me to the waterfall
Remember being 7 learning lessons
Through a soccer ball
Never did appreciate your presence
Til I lost it all
And that's the type of shit you can't replace
Inside a shopping mall
Sometimes I think our miscommunication
Was my momma fault
Cuz she presented you in such a way
It made your armor fall
Just waiting on the day
We make it over all the walls
You know I got you
If you ever need a dollar dawg
Just waiting on the day
We make it over all the walls
Same friends since the sandbox
And everybody asking how you been pops
And I just gave an answer
I don't wanna give again pops
Everything blows over till the day wind stops
Now I'm drinking till I'm blacking out
Like a tint shop
And I been at the Benz shop
Looking for a new whip
And I know that if I told you
You would prolly say I'm stupid
But I feel like I deserve it
Cuz I earned it all from music
And to never treat yourself
Is just unhealthy and abusive
In my humble opinion
I never wanted the tension
I only wanted attention
And maybe someone to listen
I got my granny and momma
And they both wonderful women
But when it come from your pops
It just feel like something is different
I'm still your son when you tripping
I feel your company missing
You used to comfort a nigga
Throughout my dumbest decisions
But now you done with a nigga
I guess I'm comfortable with it
It's crazy you ain't see the picture
In not one of my visions
But maybe when I take it global
I can show you
There ain't nothing wrong with
Staying hopeful
International and postal
I'm never giving up
On the places I'm on the road to
And never giving up on the people
I gave a oath to dad
I know I owe you dad
I'm still so you dad
And everything feels so good
Til it goes too fast