Yeah
Put my name in a death note
Yeah, that's how it goes now
Dreams of a lost boy
Had to let them go down
Now I'm 24 and my life sucks
And I never tried drugs
Now I pop pills 'cause nobody ever liked us
And now I don't even know what love feels like
Fantasize and now I take my life
Amphetamines fuck with how I breathe
And you can be just like me now
I won't live
I've been feeling like a goner
Always getting burned
Now my heart grow smaller
Put that in the songs then I drop it like a bomber
So don't get offended if you made this monster
I've been thinking about the end like way too often
And I know my enemies want me inside a coffin
So I keep a gun on me, gotta proceed with caution
That's just how it's gotta be, I got no other option
I know they missing the old me
I know, I miss him too
But we gotta let him die, yeah
We will never get him back no matter how hard we try
I wonder where the fuck the time goes
It feels like I'm near the end and now I might go
12 gauge coping writing these songs
Will they even know my name whenever I'm dead and gone
When I'm dead and gone
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Misery is all I know
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
I won't live
I've been feeling like a goner
Always getting burned
Now my heart grow smaller
Put that in the songs then I drop it like a bomber
So don't get offended if you made this monster
I've been thinking about the end like way too often
And I know my enemies want me inside a coffin
So I keep a gun on me, gotta proceed with caution
That's just how it's gotta be, I got no other option