Wanna find myself a new ex-lover
Wanna start again in California
Need to resurrect to waste my time
Then settle down and take my life
Keeping up with the Kardashian drama
Sipping straight up vodka like it's water
Building castles out of empty bottles
She'll go down but I feel nada
Ooooo
Wrap my furniture in gold
Ooooo
Abandon everyone I know
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid na, na, now
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid na, na, now
Find me hiding behind open curtains
Drifting further from the realization
Lotta' friends but no calls
A hundred bands but no vault
I make shit up as I go
Blood has turned to chemicals
Ooooo
Wrap my furniture in gold
Ooooo
Abandon everyone I know
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid na, na, now
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid na, na, now
White lies, broke smiles
Can't nobody open my eyes?
Noose tied, too wide
Can't nobody ease my pride?
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid
That I'm not afraid noooow
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah
I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now
That I'm not afraid na, na, now
Ooooo
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah
Ooooo
Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake
Yeah