I've been killing myself To stay alive I've been writing my wrongs And made them right I've been patient And lost a lot of time I'm feeling so dumb For putting up a fight But maybe I will get What I always wanted And maybe all this love Will be worth the pain I got a lot of friends And they made a fortune So maybe I'll get lucky And do the same God I hate myself For running low Cheque to cheque That's my life (Yeah, that's my life) (That's my life) Working 9 to 5 Every day Than buss my ass Overtime You push me to the еdge I'm falling down (Falling down) You push me to the еdge I'm falling down (Down, down, down) You push me to the edge I'm falling On and one and on And on and on And on and on You push me to the edge Oh you push me the edge Yeah, yeah Mama didn't raise no fool But you still don't believe it I gave you all my blood And sweat and tears And now I'm feeling Like I will ride till the day that I die Like I will ride till the day that I die I put my life on hold for everything Because my eyes on goals and hella wins But don't think I ain't sacrificed anything Living my life is stress needs medicine Emptying cabinets Trying to suppress the feeling Building up inside of me As long as I've got my balls And dick in this bitch, I ain't give a fuck Enemies creeping up beside of me Push me to the edge watch me jump Price of this life wouldn't cost me much Going out cold with a frosty touch Freezing for anyone that doesn't believe in All of these paths that I've left to be making sure Others are always achieving That's how I'm leaving God I hate myself For running low Cheque to cheque That's my life (Yeah, that's my life) (That's my life) Working 9 to 5 Every day Than buss my ass Overtime You push me to the edge I'm falling down (Falling down) You push me to the edge I'm falling down (Down, down, down) You push me to the edge I'm falling On and one and on And on and on And on and on You push me to the edge Oh you push me the edge Yeah, yeah Oh-oh-oh Ah falling, ah falling Ah falling, ah falling On and one and on And on and on And on and on