I'm tryna keep my shit together
I'm tryna keep my head together
My heart's cold like winter weather
My heart's cold like winter weather
I'm just really tryna be better
I'm just really tryna be better
Why's it so hard to be better?
Why's it so hard to be better?
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
You were my drug I'm withdrawing
Don't really know what I want from this
Is this all an illusion?
I'm clueless
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
You were my drug I'm withdrawing
Don't really know what I want from this
Is this all an illusion?
Tired of "keep on holdin' on"
Ima let me fall
I blame myself at fault
Every time things go wrong
Why don't nobody ever listen?
When I spill out my feelings
They just go missin'
False imagery
Things don't appear as you wanna see
Tryna be the best that you can be
Pays a big toll on ya mentally
I might say things they don't wanna hear
I could say things that they would fear
What I gotta do to make it clear?
I'm tryna keep my shit together
I'm tryna keep my head together
My heart's cold like winter weather
My heart's cold like winter weather
I'm just really tryna be better
I'm just really tryna be better
Why's it so hard to be better?
Why's it so hard to be better?
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
You were my drug I'm withdrawing
Don't really know what I want from this
Is this all an illusion?
I'm clueless
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
You were my drug I'm withdrawing
Don't really know what I want from this
Is this all an illusion?