God he makes me crazy Suddenly I'm screaming Throwing my wedding ring I'm trying not to drink I'm living in a cage It's breaking my energy I'm on the edge of a knife Looking down from the high And at the end of the night, Black covers my eyes I guess that I'm a beautiful disaster Drunk on highs They drown me even faster They say I'm a beautiful disaster Thoughts won't go away I'm planning my escape I dream of wrecking everything Tired of being perfect, Forever makes me nervous Hanging here on the brink I'm on the edge of a knife Looking down from the high And at the end of the night, Black covers my eyes I guess that I'm a beautiful disaster Drunk on highs They drown me even faster They say I'm a beautiful disaster I guess that I'm a beautiful disaster Drunk on highs They drown me even faster They say I'm a beautiful disaster