When anxiety blossoms With a self-hate approach Trapped in wonder and anguish Through a darkening fear On the verge, I go mental While I relive the past Further, stare into darkness Furthermore into sin Beholder! I'm supressing the past I sense the presence of the Beholder! Still afraid of the light I am hesitating Into a gloomy perception Slowly killing myself With a weakening inner Getting close to the ground Wrapped and caught by a demon So distinguished at night Through a crack in the ceiling I stare at god Beholder! I'm supressing the past I sense the presence of the Beholder! Still afraid of the light I am hesitating As the sunset grows pale I darken within Surrounded by death I fear for my last breath I've lost the battle Lights out, the war is over! We've lost the battle Lights out, the war is over! I've lost the battle Lights out, the war is over!