Tonight, I don't wanna be me I live in a dreamworld It seems to be inevitable Expect more things to fail Next gasp of breath, next perfect way To prevail... I shall be reborn in this moment Don't wanna die in vain... If I could find chivalry In those moments when I crack and fall Rise and stand against the wall And no one knows I can see it all So many times I've seen it break Tonight, I carry the cape of fear Since love's the only thing that can't hate Hate is the last shadow I wear Tonight, I ease my restless soul While my body lies in flaming torment It's a long way to turn around When death is just another door ... Just another door... I keep those things safe in my head That should not be Tonight, I leave them under lock and key Killing of time begins My mind wanders, my soul aches Shall I be afraid? Should I stand my ground and stay? Leave the weak behind and survive Tonight, I ease my restless soul While my body lies in flaming torment It's a long way to turn around When death is just another door ... Just another door... I close yet another door In every struggle I feel insecure Close my mind to stay awake In the last eye of the storm