Step on the playing field
Enemies coming in from every side
I shall not murder
But if one more demon come near me
I might just commit homicide
They used to laugh and make jokes
Wasn't taking me serious
I ain't let it get to my pride
Can't explain how the hate made me feel deep inside
Till death due us part
Made salvation my bride
I was hurt most by the ones I held dearest
It's crazy how pain and the love coincide
I took some losses
Fought too many tears
Now if God gimme signs
Best believe I abide
I fought a spiritual battle
My spirit was so rattled
I fell to my knees and I cried
My mind and my conscience was at a divide
Shoulda never let my heart and my ego collide
Ye tho I walk thru the valley of shadow of death
I know imma survive
I don't hear no evil
I don't see no evil
Don't know where no darkness resides
I had to let some emotional weight off
Put all of the grudges aside
I tried to run away from all my problems
But I ain't have nowhere to hide
Thought I was too far from saving
Until Holy Spirit he came in
And turned the whole tide
The last couple years my life changed up
Man I had to grow up
It felt like a part of me died
But thru all the struggles
I learned to be grateful
I'm blessed that my bros still alive
We been thru despair
We can't even describe
To the child that I once was
I told him goodbye
I done some things in my life that was very wrong
Lord the burden I carry is very strong
They doubted me but that ain't last for very long
I be shaking the game up with every song
It's too much hate in this world
It be feeling wrong
Sometimes I wish we could all get along
The sadness and sorrow would all be gone
Throw the helmet on
I found out me and the helmet compatible
It's feeling natural
One thing bout life
When it dish out the pain it's collateral
Way that I fought back was admirable
I had to learn not to question the great supernatural
I know the Lord is all powerful
Tryn fly to all 50 states for the capital
If it's a move that I made then it's tactical
When you got faith in the Lord
You gone seem so impractical
People gone call you irrational
Keep asking God for mo blessings
I need me a basketful
Price of salvation invaluable
I'm bringing cash in
Streams getting maximal
I can imagine
Life looking satiable
Now I know anything I dream is graspable
When they see how far I came it's unfathomable
Now I know I can't be denied
I'll prove em wrong if I'm defied
I made it thru hell so I could testify
The one I was fighting the most was inside
I answer to God he been here the whole ride
When I felt his presence I was terrified
Had all types of spirits surrounding my life
Threw drama away
Had to let go my pride
Salvation it come at a price
I can't sell my soul
Can't do no sacrifice
I gave all hurt and pain up to Christ
I fell to my knees and he gave me advice
I thought I had it all figured out
But lots of problems they followed as hard as I tried
I'm throwing my helmet on
For the day that the Devil gets cast
When my savior arrives
I'm going ape Lau McGilla gorilla
Bro caught body but he's not a killer
I'm trying hit the dealer
Need seats that vanilla
Sometimes I be falling off
But when I get reminded
I still gotta pick up a scripture
Speaking the truth and it's making me richer
It's not all bout money
But you get the picture
I found out me and the helmet compatible
It's feeling natural
One thing bout life
When it dish out the pain it's collateral
Way that I fought back was admirable
I had to learn not to question the great supernatural
I know the Lord is all powerful
Tryn fly to all 50 states for the capital
If it's a move that I made then it's tactical
When you got faith in the Lord
You gone seem so impractical
People gone call you irrational
Keep asking God for mo blessings
I need me a basketful
Price of salvation invaluable
I'm bringing cash in
Streams getting maximal
I can imagine
Life looking satiable
Now I know anything I dream is graspable
When they see how far I came it's unfathomable