I've been fightin' with myself way too long Need to quit it, like it's quidditch with the golden balls And I know my best friends don't care at all And I'ma watch them fall like the Berlin Wall And I said what I said, they don't know what I mean I've been losin' friends and gainin' enemies And now they swearin' that they know what's best for me They don't know what I need I need, I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex-hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex-hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany I wanna leave it behind I wanna watch the whole world burn Bein' friends with the devil has its perks I wanna stab my skin 'til it fuckin' hurts I wanna make them learn I wanna, I wanna Find myself in these mountains I call home I need to know I am happy alone I need to know, you kicked me while I'm low And I need to know Well, I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex-hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex-hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany