I'm so tired Of hoping that my mom can retire Two faced, twenty feet up life on the wire It's a balancing act, spend my life going higher I'm so scared of the fire I'm so tired Of hoping that my mom can retire Two faced, twenty feet up life on the wire It's a balancing act, spend my life going higher I'm so scared of the fire I been sittin silent, caught a break and I been chillin Transient, hands up, mind is on the ceiling Don't try to message me, lost in the mentions There's this girl in the past tense, I moved right past it Heard it got hot on my hands so I passed it I passed it I drop a dime in the safe Try to tell you that I love you not a thing I can say And I been hanging upside down cause you been stuck on my brain Hoping gravity'll do it's job and take you away And I been doing it daily I can't breathe, stressing out, it's been happening lately And the water rushing in like I'm a part of the navy And my mind so damn cloudy, not a thing you can say to me I don't think you can save me I'm so tired Of hoping that my mom can retire Two faced, twenty feet up life on the wire It's a balancing act, spend my life going higher I'm so scared of the fire