You were the first girl that I wanted I was only girl you haunted And everyday felt like a movie Like one that's sweet and slightly gloomy I couldn't hold your hand in public I guess that's how I got so lovesick You'd say "just meet me in the locker room" I'd think about you 'til the bell rang noon But why'd you go back in the closet? You said you loved me and you meant it The way you kissed me said "I need you" But maybe that's just what they all do You didn't have to go back in the closet Your mom's uptight, but she'll accept it And you can't play the perfect dream girl If you're living in a split world You left me candy in my locker Cryptic notes, but a quiet talker You sent gifts and I wrote love songs We got older, it didn't take long But why'd you go back in the closet? All the heavy things live in it That's the closet where we whispered Into a cracked phone, our hearts flickered In that closet, my mom told me That my best friend could never hold me Ever again and that's the last time That something hidden could also be mine