Oblivion as a tool to escape
From the agony caused by an unfixable hole in my chest
Affliction set as my routine
Struggling to pretend not being destroyed from within
Condemned to live a life with all this fear...
Fearing the moment when that phone starts ringing
As I know that good news are not what it's bringing,
And I'm sure I'm not prepared for this
When I'm picking it up I hear silence
And a voice that can barely speak
The unavoidable comes and the strength of my arms
Ain't enough to hold all of this shit
I refuse to accept it and beg that there's something
That lengthen your stay here
How am I supposed to feel?
When the pillars that build me up
Are now being razed, turned into dust
How the fuck am I supposed to deal with that?
Now the fire that always warmed me
Is going out for eternity
Without any chance, I chose living in pain
I assume the consequences of the things I didn't make
And, if I tell you the truth, distance means not forget
As long as your blood still runs through my veins
How am I supposed to feel?
Now the fire that always warmed me
Is going out for eternity
Fearing the moment when that phone starts ringing
As I know that good news are not what it's bringing,
And I'm sure I'm not prepared for this, and
I refuse to accept it and beg that there's something
That lengthen your stay here
Without any chance, I chose living in pain
I assume the consequences of the things I didn't make
And, if I tell you the truth, distance means not forget
As long as your blood still runs through my veins