Trying to find the place where I guess that i belong I've forced myself to stay away from all i hope for Drinking troubles till I can rest in peace I found my mind with no chance to resist And while I receive these answers I don't wanna know My life is turning darker Than the deepest part of a casket If I gotta live a way like this I will shout loud without fear Run away is not a solution for me An endless war made by my hands Walking through desolated lands Too blind to see what's in front of me But my heart can't stop beating And I'm still thirsty of this life So blind to see what's in front of me But I'll rise Because I appraise the fallen like an opportunity And I'll rise Every tear i shed teach me how to survive They still bleeding for memories Remembering how strong I am