You buy me roses on the Monday No one done that before And I would admit that did looks great But a little did i know they I don't You buy a 50 dollars bottle of champion And said it's just for fun Even know we got bills to pay At the end of the month I know that you have the best intention But instinctively I put on defenses I am surround by the paranoia I would never let myself to get to you know ya I really want to love you but I can't show ya I wish I didn't feel this way I wish that I could start to open up a little I wish see in about was a bit my civil And hopefully one day I found in the committal And won't be in the middle of my paranoia Paranoia I wish I didn't feel this way