I can't be the only one
Who's sitting laughing at somebody's funeral
I don't like to address the things that make me uncomfortable
So I go to this place in my mind
Where nobody can cry
And no one ever dies
Don't know why
I pretend it's not real
So I don't have to deal
With all the feelings I don't wanna feel
I should be sad right now
Why won't I let myself
I should be sad right now
But I block it all out
Cause I don't wanna be sad
Sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Should be sad
If I get to deep in emotions
I might not come out alive
So I don't try
There's just no in between for me
I feel it all in black and white
Instead I go to this place in my mind
Where nobody can cry
And no one ever dies
Don't know why
I pretend it's not real
So I don't have to deal
With all the feelings I don't wanna feel
(I don't wanna feel)
I should be sad right now
Why won't I let myself
I should be sad right now
But I block it all out
Cause I don't wanna be sad
Sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Should be sad
Gonna be a day when I break down
There's gonna be a day when I freak out
Been keeping it all in think I need help
Cause right now, right now
I should be sad right now, right now
I should be sad right now
Sad right, sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Sad right now
Sad right now
I should be sad
Should be sad
I should be sad right now
Why won't I let myself
I should be sad right now
I should be sad
Should be sad
I can't be the only one
Who's sitting laughing at somebody's funeral
(I should be sad)