Turn on the TV
Cause I can't leave myself alone with my thoughts
I stay busy
Convince myself it's helping
But it's not
Dealing with other people's problems
Is easier than dealing with my own
And I know that
I should slow it down
Focus on myself
And for once maybe ask for help
Instead of always
Distracting myself
From hearing myself
I keep distracting myself
So I don't think about
All of my issues at the core
Scared of the truth that I ignore
So I keep distracting myself
Distracting my
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah
I hate big crowds
But I go out with people
I don't even like
And I'm not proud
No No No No
When I start leading someone on
To pass the time
So I'm not alone
But having someone is better
Than having nothing
But my insecurities
To keep me company
Part of me feels guilty
And part of me doesn't ever want
Him to leave
So I can keep
Distracting myself
Form hearing myself
I keep distracting myself
So I don't think about
All of my issues at the core
Scared of the truth that I ignore
So I keep distracting myself
Distracting my...
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah
Having someone is better
Than having nothing
But my insecurities
In front of me
Still I keep
Faking my feelings is easier
Than dealing with my insecurities
In front of me
So I keep
Distracting myself
From hearing my voice
I keep distracting myself
I should cut through the noise
All of my issues at the core
Scared of the truth that ignore
So I keep distracting myself
Distracting my...
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah
Distracting myself
Yeah yeah yeah