Talked to you today for the first time in a long time Get advice that I don't want but I need Curling up inside foster lies behind my eyes Feed you a line I can't fake Oh I'm anxious I get nervous I feel tired And is it worth it To wake up to Things that scare you Hanging on by a thread I can't break I need a minute to mend myself you can see it on my lips That I need fixed I need a second to sell it It's coming from my fingertips that I need fixed I need I need I get so distracted living out my passions I forget I'm alive But you're so patient with all my changes Always on my mind I feel nauseous I'm so cautious With my dark side And you know it You're on my side Till my tears dry Pick me up from the ground Where I lay I need a minute to mend myself you can see it on my lips That I need fixed I need a second to sell it it's coming from my fingertips I need fixed I need I won't let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down I won't let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down I won't let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down I won't let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down