You're on the phone with your mom, you look happy
I'll sit on the couch with the dog, while she's napping
I'll wait my turn, but I have to say something
Before I lose my nerve
Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating
Or I'm just eating too much
Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling
I think I should tell you
I'm not doing well
It's hard to say it honestly
Don't know how to ask for help
When I don't know what's wrong with me
I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
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You hold my hand, and I struggle to let you
You say you've known for a while, but it's nice to hear me say it
You're holding space, and I don't wanna take it
I'm trying to learn how
Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating
Or I'm just eating too much
Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling
I know you can tell that-
I'm not doing well
It's hard to say it honestly
Don't know how to ask for help
When I don't know what's wrong with me
I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
I'm not doing well, doing well, doing well, doing well
Look me in the eyes
Tell me you're not worried about me
If I look away, if I cry, that's a good thing