See the shadows over there When the dim lamp light hits your chin These are thoughts I never say I make them hide and go away Overlooking what I see In the past got the best of me Orange curtains and pale blue walls If I can't win I'm gonna lose it all I talk to my cigarettes The most they listen is ten minutes But I'll have another one It's a new pack so they can't run Sometimes people walk away When they overhear what I say It's just the same old call If I can't win I'm gonna lose it all Take a walk around this room And the gifts that you took too soon Too many memories Drags out the worst in me Saw picture book on the shelf Was alone so I helped myself Send it up and watch it fall If I can't win I'm gonna lose it all Send it up and watch it fall If I can't win I'm gonna lose it all