Since the start, I've always had my doubts. There have always been some things for me to figure out. You think the world of me and now I think even less of myself. Pull me apart. I have nothing left to say. Take what you need from me and just throw me away. Now I'm always keeping one eye open. I guess I'm just scared of losing everyone. There's a time and a place for a new name. No longer will I ever stay the same. It's always been hard to breathe but that's just me. I'm always writing these words when I can't sleep. But for now, I'll keep a smile on my face. I'd be just fine if I never made mistakes in the first place. Nobody's perfect. We're flawed in different ways. Nobody's perfect but we carried on anyway. There's a time and a place for a new name. No longer will I ever stay the same. It's always been hard to breathe but that's just me. I'm always writing these words when I can't sleep. I can't hold on much longer. I can't hold on anymore. My soul is falling to pieces. There's nothing left for me to fight for. I can't hold on much longer. There's nothing wrong with looking over your shoulder. It keeps the demons from ever getting stronger.