(Just because you sorry don't mean that you gon' fix it)
Dancing with a demon
It's hard to find my way when I can't see it
I know that I don' Burnt too many bridges (Know I burnt 'em)
Might be the hardest thing to live with (Yeah, yeah)
I relive this pain over and over and over again
I only trust myself cause I'm my only friend
Diamonds on my wrist so I can hide the pain I felt
Fighting for so long I don't even defend myself
Dyin slow
Got me dancing with a demon on a tight rope
I'm blinded cause how I think I never know
I never know which way to go, at least that's what I'm told
Thought shit was sweet till we hit a sour patch
Memories been burned by your bitter half
Playin mind games with every situation
I rewarded you with love after your betrayal
So why'd you waste my time and be so selfish
Destroy everything I'm left with
Stab me in my back but then deny in your confession
You manipulated everything
I thought I learned my lesson but
I was gullible and I should've known better
I know you there
I know you there
Love is full of lions and tigers and bears
And I get scared
We was racing to end but now we're nowhere near
I want revenge, fuck love
Cause you never cared
I relive this pain over and over and over again
I only trust myself cause I'm my only friend
Diamonds on my wrist so I can hide the pain I felt
Fighting for so long I don't even defend myself
Dyin slow
Got me dancing with a demon on a tight rope
I'm blinded cause how I think I never know
I never know which way to go, at least that's what I'm told
Got a devil on my left, got an angel on my right
Trying to tell me what to do, I don't know whats wrong or right
I seen my life flash right by me
Nobody was there for me I won't let them find me
I see, I can't trust nobody so I walk alone
All my life has been rocky, I been through the most
No one knows what I've seen
No one knows what I know
I was stuck inbetween, with nobody to hold me close
Nobody understand the things that I go thru
You get some money niggas claim that they know you
Seen a couple things but I don't think I was 'posed to
I made it out the gutter, it was hard but I pulled through
I relive this pain over and over and over again
I only trust myself cause I'm my only friend
Diamonds on my wrist so I can hide the pain I felt
Fighting for so long I don't even defend myself
Dyin slow
Got me dancing with a demon on a tight rope
I'm blinded cause how I think I never know
I never know which way to go, at least that's what I'm told