I'll I'll pretend I'm numb Looking at your face While you pass away And I'll I'll pretend I'm numb Sitting all alone I can't feel my face I'm the shoulder to cry on The stress it piles on I never say a fuckin thing I just make sure that I'm Pretending like I'm good Like I'm good But I'm not Pretending like I'm numb Like I'm numb While i rot While i rot While i rot They They don't understand What it's like to keep All this wrapped inside And they Think it's all okay Askin me to pray Wash my sins away I'm the shoulder to cry on The stress it piles on I never say a fuckin thing I just make sure that I'm Pretending like I'm good Like I'm good But I'm not Pretending like I'm numb Like I'm numb While i rot I'll I'll pretend I'm numb Looking at your face While you pass away And i'll I'll pretend I'm numb Sitting all alone I feel everything