I've been chillin' with my head held high Nothing wrong but these untied shoes I render out all the yellow lines Hard fighting me when you can't lose Did I sing at the top of my lungs Did I sing at the top of my lungs for my friends I've been adding up my mistakes Lampshades kept my lights undone Somehow I still find my way Eyes closed when I'm looking at the sun Lost the battle, war still going Preachin' rust, not never knowin' My heart was hoping Here's to knowing you ain't changed a bit You said you can't stay here anymore It breaks your heart watching me fight this secret war My secret war My secret war My secret war I wish I would've spoken sooner I'm knowing now that I will lose you My heart is broken Here's to knowing you ain't changed a bit Changed a bit Changed a bit I've been chillin' with my head held high Nothing wrong but these untied shoes I render out all the yellow lines Hard fighting me when you can't lose Figure out in my own notion The shame is gone so I've been boasting My heart was hoping Here's to knowing you ain't changed a bit For many of us right now we have to understand That we're in a state of mind where we're not okay And I want you to know that it's okay to not be okay But it's not okay to stay that way It's not okay to stay inside your mind, in your depression and your anxiety and your guilt So what we need to do is capture those thoughts We need to hold them captive So that they don't go any further in our mind and start that pattern of destructive behavior We need to kill that thought And the way we kill that thought it understanding that that thought did not come from God God loves us He sent his one and only son to die on a cross for our sins That thought in our mind is trying to destroy us He has the absolute best in mind for us And we are no longer bound by those chains Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right Whatever is pure Whatever is lovely Whatever is admirable If anything is excellent or praiseworthy, meditate on these things That's who we are