(No matter what I) (But I'm dumb) And now I'm the bad guy that I've hated in all of my songs I went from the victim to villain, I hated myself all along No matter what I do, I'm a fool I keep running to you And it's wrong Cause I can't even make up my mind I can't choose, should've know it was you But I'm dumb So how could I love you when I don't love myself And how could you trust me if I don't trust myself Cause I'm broken in pieces And I, no matter how I try I tend to fall I always fall Secrets, I can't keep 'em So I'm honest, but it's wrong I'm digging my hole, I'm in too deep I'm all in a mess, my mental's weak I told myself I've had enough of all these heartbreak songs But then I went and did the same thing that did me wrong Oh, no I still don't know How I went and did this all so wrong So how could I love you when I don't love myself And how could you trust me if I don't trust myself Cause I'm broken in pieces And I, no matter how I try I tend to fall I always fall