I don't know where to go
You left me there alone
I can't know where to go
You left me there, you left me
Rewind back to when I had another moment
Life's too fast, you can never know where you are going
Lately I've been zoning out in contemplative thought
Think about the moment where I am and where you're not
And it's ripping me apart to say
That I'm looking at the grave of a friend that I know won't come back
Lonely in the dark, I can't see, it's pitch black
Vivid memories they play, don't rewind that
Taking all my feeling and wrapped them up with saran wrap
Never waste a moment for something that never come back
Holding on the tread of a fire that had no pull back
Falling down a river of envy it's all in my head
Who gon' be there when I'm blackout drunk
In the night when my house has a fire up
No cops, no cars, just the burning sun
Coming down as the world finally ends the ones, damn
I don't know where to go
You left me there alone
I can't know where to go
You left me there, you left me
Dear friend I am writing you one last letter
Before you move on, die and go some place better
This is sore pain, nothing I cannot sweat
Feeling insane since you were met by death
And this loss is it constant pain?
Is it broken cause?
Is it lasting pain?
This is all so fucked up
I'm in constant angst
Wishing I said bye but you saw no next day
And I remember showing up to the wake
And I'm staring at your body, reaccepting the case
Like, how the ones you lose always hard to embrace
As you're staring at their death like a slap in the face
And this pain, is it caused by god?
Is it caused by faith?
Is it caused by odds?
It's too hard to say
Can't accept the ache
Can't accept this place
Living in a world where you're not here with me
I don't know where to go
You left me there alone
I can't know where to go
You left me there, you left me