Sometimes I wish you'd leave me out on the porch
So I'd rethink my life and come back with more
I found the best things come when you're around
The notes I wrote myself are torn on the ground
You said you'll never be anything
And that I'm nothing inside
I'm on the basement floor facing the ceiling
Lights are dimming
I start to lose feeling
This is why I'm not sure
If what I want is just a waste of my time
I've got a long way to go
But I needed time
It's not my mind that leads me where I go
I'm sure
But what for
It's New Year's Eve I fell asleep to daydreams
Of taking on the year with you by my side
I'd expect you to think that I'm crazy
Since I've had this broken piece of mind
I've got a long way to go
But I needed time
It's not my mind that leads me where I go
I'm sure
But what for
You don't know
What you take
Now I sleep
Wide awake
Just blame me
Tell your friends
Does it matter
In the end