Take a deep look inside my mind
Be careful, don't get too lost (tell me)
Are you ready to fly?
What if I can't? What if I won't?
What if I ain't? What if I don't
Know what it means to be S-A-M-A
To the D when I sing on a song?
Mama callin', ring on the phone
Grandma callin', ring on the phone
Grandfather callin', ring on the phone
I don't wanna pick up in the brain of my dome
I've been thinkin' 'bout how I can't give enough
To nobody if they ever truly needed it
So I spent my time on all these BPMs
Hopin' somebody big'll put my CD in
But this work has become too damn tedious
I do the beats, the raps and social medias
Marketin', live-streamin', all of this eat me up
I am not greedy, but I really need the bucks
See, my wifey tell me that I work too hard
But I think that train of thought would keep me stuck
Big diamonds all in her wedding ring
But I spent my last, so I ain't have enough
And she not even into material things
That's why I feel like she earned it
'Cause we all live in the times where it's hard to find a woman
Without her wantin' a Birkin
So I've been hungry, and I've been searchin'
Raps from the head, that's not a turban
But when you indie in the industry, you make a lot of enemies
The second that you're surpassin' the furthest
Lot of people wanna tell me "Please don't sign"
I don't wanna hear that if you ain't makin' a purchase
Can't tell me what to do if you ain't in my shoes
And you ain't make the moves 'cause you nervous
Did about a hundred songs, five went big
Nobody believed, mama did
Nobody believed, grandmama did
Nobody believed, grandfather did
Nobody believed but my father's kids
And my mama's kid, did I lie?
Truth is, I was too focused on the hate
But the love was a gasoline to my drive
That's why I get so down on myself
I should love me, put a crown on myself
I did it all, should be proud of myself
Wait, when I listen to the sound of myself
I can hear me praisin' Samad
But love ain't praise, praise is for God
And love for myself, Savage and I
We're one coin, just two sides (skoodwidit!)
This is my moment, I've gotta own it
One side of me too caught up in these emotions
The other too anxious, he get the chance, he might blow it
Which one of me I wanna see? I don't know it
The fam gotta eat, I gotta lock-in and just focus
Figure out just who I should be, before I start floatin'
This is a battle that I fight within
Stay tuned to find out who will win
Stay tuned to find out who will win (win)
Win (win), win (win), win (win), win (win), win (win)
This ain't ego, this ain't pride, this ain't evil
I'm the part of you that's needed when you're feelin' below
I'm in everybody, I'm the weird kids hero (Savage)
Everybody need a little me, though
Stick up for you when the other side just don't agree (knock, knock)
I know you can see me through the peep hole (unlock)
Let me in, because we know
I could never lose
I'm a winner with the drip, it's almost like I'm in a pool
Got no lighter for the light up, think it might of been the booze
That's a lie 'cause I'm inspired by the high of killing dudes
They be lying, if i'm lying, then i'm lying in the truth
I'm a lion in the booth, spitting' lightnin' through a tube
I'm the one, you're a minus, like a hyphen, you're just two
I'm excited by the violence that I've eyed and listened to (you)
Have no clue what kind of impact I do
I've been the one gassin' you
Everybody was frontin' I just had the back of you
Road to the wheels stopped, I ain't have no break pads for you
Everybody say that you been workin' hard
I just told you, "You ain't workin' hard enough"
Samad, I remind you of how great you are
Without me you probably would have given up
"Goodnight", "Watchout", "Good Riddance"
Seems without me, people wouldn't give you love
To be honest, "They're Scared", "Reflection", "Winter"
And "Don't" truly are official 'cause
Those the songs that help to keep the spirits up
Help some people get up out the sickest ruts
I accept who I am for all of me
Both sides here to keep the balance stuck
This is my moment, I've gotta own it
One side of me too caught up in these emotions
The other too anxious, he get the chance, he might blow it
Which one of me I wanna see? I don't know it
The fam gotta eat, I gotta lock-in and just focus
Figure out just who I should be, before I start floatin'
This is a battle that I fight within
Stay tuned to find out who will win