Another night spent on my phone Attempts of feeling less alone The depths of my mind leave me cold I'm feeling far away from home All my ghosts live online (Yeah) The lives of those I left behind I get blinded as I'm reminded of all the hearts I used to know I'm 27, what the fuck? All my friends are growing up They're living dreams that I once had I'm living mine, it's not so bad Growing pains, finding out that nothing stays the same Turn away from all the things that we know we can't change I'll bе sober when it's over, how I usеd to love October Watch the leaves change til they fall, it's just a metaphor after all Past love's getting married, loving someone else Still ain't figured out yet how to love myself Got a couple dreams that I put up on the shelf Hoping one day I can leave this hell Guess I grew out, never grew up Breakdowns, breakthroughs through the breakups I don't trust too much in the world these days Only thing I know for certain is the certainty has changed I'm 27, what the fuck? All my friends are growing up They're living dreams that I once had Growing pains, finding out that nothing stays the same Turn away from all the things that we know we can't change I'll be sober when it's over, how I used to love October Watch the leaves change til they fall, it's just a metaphor after all