I spend my time
Thinking 'bout things I never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
'Cause everything changes as you grow older
And I know, I feel much different
I cut my hair to fit in with the crowd
And grew it out again
I knew it was artificial but somehow
I feel in doubt again
I fell in love in the 10th grade
But I hid it away
And to this point you still don't know yet
Thought all my life was mistake
'Cause I always felt strange
And now these days I'm filled with regrets
So did you know
That I feel like a puppet, can't move on with the show
Said I'd go through a passage
But I'm stuck in the snow
Frozen leaves in the pathway I can't follow the road
And I just feel
I can't do things that I want to
I'm feeling a bit
Unmotivated and confused
Sick of being
Left confined up in this room
Lost in my head
And I'm so lost here without you
I spend my time
Thinking 'bout things I never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
'Cause everything changes as you grow older
And I know, I feel much different
They say look forward
'Cause everything changes as you grow older
And I know, I feel much different
They say look forward
'Cause everything changes as you grow older
And I know, I feel much different