Never believed someone believed in me When I'm put to the test Failure is all they see The mistakes I'm making Only getting worse Trapped in a choke hold I'm surely cursed My empty soul, it manifests The truth it sees Patience it tests But when it's lies Can't fucking see This catarax Keeps blinding me Bring out the trophies Of those above me Shine the light Far away from me False praise and misunderstanding Never accept No matter who I'll be Shackles pulling strong Can't escape I know I don't belong Peace of mind Bound to the chains Lock me up And throw away the key I'm damned to be Forced to see Damned to be