Bottom dropped out
Where my friends at they out
I walk a lonely road
I'm so far from where I wanna be
Looking back to the past yeah I made some mistakes
Devil came to me truthfully man I caved
I tried to put up a fight, my soul couldn't debate
Started acting out becoming someone I hate
I could say it ain't my fault, but that wasn't the case
Praying what I did doesn't determine my fate
I'm seeing ghosts in the middle of the night when I wake
I ask God how the fuck did I get to this place
A starving artist living off of minimum wage
At least I can say that I never been fake
Got some recognition now I'm filling my plate
It took 6 whole years now I'm getting a taste
Of dreams I been chasing ever since I was eight
Everybody asking me, Lucid what does it take
I shrug it off, overwhelmed, I don't know what to say
I wanna quit
I'm trying to find a reason to stay
Bottom dropped out
All alone where my friends at, they out
Can't go home
I walk a lonely road
I'm so far from where I wanna be
Losing me
I'm hopeless, I fell
Taking back all the pieces myself
Been burned, but I'm standing all alone
This pain is mine to own
I'll keep moving on
For the right reasons
Gotta get back to my music in tune for the right reasons
Bleed out through my pen while I fight demons
Can't speak, like my mic freezes
Defy faith sometimes I even fight Jesus
I need this, my music is medicine
Y'all are privates I'm playing as a veteran
Listen to my public diary and let it settle in I'm not always a gentleman at least I'm being genuine
You can't comprehend what music means to me
Least you can do is to show me some decency
Fact is not many people compete with me
I started at the bottom with all of you people equally
Scared to let out the real versions of me
They might not like the real person they see
New me is changed and the old me deceased
Only reason I do this is so I feel peace
Bottom dropped out
All alone where my friends at, they out
Can't go home
I walk a lonely road
I'm so far from where I wanna be
Losing me
I'm hopeless, I fell
Taking back all the pieces myself
Been burned, but I'm standing all alone
This pain is mine to own
I'll keep moving on
For the right reasons
As a kid I'd lock myself inside of rooms
Now I lock myself inside of booths
Truth is I lost it all and became useless
Stone cold Medusa was seducing
Stuck in the envy and comparison bullshit
Living inside of a materialism high
Grateful that people are following for my rhymes
But the medias damaging every piece of my mind
I wonder at the end if it is peace I will find
Or if negativity's always a piece of the pie
So many struggle, hate what they do to survive
Can't accept what they love so they live in a lie
The real me is on the inside waiting to die
Mama I'm sorry, I need you to know that I tried
To be a leader to the people in the dark that I guide
I just pray to be enough and finally feel I'm alive
Feel I'm alive
Bottom dropped out
All alone where my friends at, they out
Can't go home
I walk a lonely road
I'm so far from where I wanna be
Losing me
I'm hopeless, I fell
Taking back all the pieces myself
Been burned, but I'm standing all alone
This pain is mine to own
I'll keep moving on
For the right reasons