People always told me that I never amount
I done had my hear broke to many times to count
Before you point fingers put yourself in my shoes
Maybe you can understand what I'm goin through
I'm haunted by so many demons that I can't see
The man standing in my mirror dog that ain't me
Leave me alone swear to God I'm bout to overload
This pains enough to make another man overdose
If I had wings aint no doubt that I would fly away
I wonder who would really miss me if I died today
I try to pray to God but he's yet to heal the pain
I try to turn around, but I still feel the same
A lot of people in my life got up and done something
I'm almost 25 and I aint even done nothing
It's hard not to let the world get the best of me
All this anxiety is gonna be the death of me
Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up
I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up
My backs against the wall
I'm trying not to fall
When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall
This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain
This is what it sounds like standing in the rain
I made it this far but I got so much to prove
I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose!
There's so little time but there's so much pain
Ion know if this is God's way of sayin I need to change
The only thing I know in life is to keep it true
What else can I do?
If I win I still lose
When life would knock me down, all I could do is fight
When I was on the bottom, all I could do was write
Cause won't nobody else tryna come and make it better
It's hard to chase the sun when all you know is rainy weather
It's difficult to cry when you running out of tears
I gotta make it now cause I'm running out of years
My hearts been crippled by this thing we call life
They tell me keep my head up and ill be alright
But they don't understand that my smile is a gimmick
It's another story when I turn off my image
And next thing you know I'm right back to where I started
All I can do is try to keep it moving regardless
Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up
I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up
My backs against the wall
I'm trying not to fall
When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall
This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain
This is what it sounds like standing in the rain
I made it this far but I got so much to prove
I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose!
Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up
I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up
My backs against the wall
I'm trying not to fall
When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall
This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain
This is what it sounds like standing in the rain
I made it this far but I got so much to prove
I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose!
I aint got nothing to lose!