When I wonder if you will get close enough For me to be sure you'll stay I'm really wondering if you will get enough For me to push you away Each night I lie awake And memorize every word you say And I wonder if you will get close enough For me to push you away Why can't we be real enough To say what we really mean? That we're in it for the thrill of it To fall apart at the seams We'd rather keep our perfect lover hidden safely In our dreams Yeah we're in it for the thrill of it To fall apart at the seams I see something spark in the dark Could it be the start of a broken heart? I only got what was coming to me baby 'Cause you told me you were a liar You only got what was coming to you baby 'Cause I told you I was a crier Met you in the space between What I say and what I'm thinking When I think that I'm floating Then I find that instead I'm sinking Between who I am when I'm sober And when I'm drinking When I think that I am floating Then I find that instead I'm sinking All at once the moment has passed Did we ever imagine the moment would last? I only got what was coming to me baby 'Cause you told me you were a liar You only got what was coming to you baby 'Cause I told you I was a crier (Yeah I told you I was a crier) One step forward two steps back Wash it white and paint it black I would give the world to to you Only if you want me too I only what was coming to me baby 'Cause you told me you were a liar You only got what was coming to you baby 'Cause I told you I was a crier I only got what was coming to me baby 'Cause you told me you were a liar You only got what was coming to you baby 'Cause I told you I was a crier (One step forward two steps back) (Yeah I told you I was a crier) (Yeah I told you I was a crier)