I'm out here sipping from the bottle of a Molotov cocktail I'm setting fire to my lungs Catch a kiss with a cyanide under my tongue And if it kill me, it'll kill me So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no Let the willing go the willing I got a taste for a life of dining alone 'Cause I'm not here again Here again, I'm not here No, I'm not here again Not here anymore I'm out here loading a gun This lovesick hungry wild coyote, run, run, run You thought the money would save you, one in the chamber Blood in the water, my love And if it kill me, it'll kill me So let it kill me but I'm never gonna live a lie, no Let the willing go the willing Time to say goodbye, I'm dying alone Because I'm not here No, I'm not here Because I'm not here I'm not here Because I'm not— Anymore 'Cause I'm not here again No, I'm not