Age is a funny thing
You think that you'll grow up into
A better version of you
But I'm just not feeling it now
Feels more like I'm just breaking down
More like I'm just fading out
'Cause I keep feeling like I'm fighting uphill battles left and right
With no strength to survive them
I've been freaking out over the small things I won't ever change
They get stuck in me and I'm like
Can I get somebody to help?
'Cause everything feels so wrong
Like I'm trapped inside of the floor
Where small things become so much more
And I can't stop now
Though moments ago, all was right
Now I can't even get to sleep tonight
But still I lay here trying
When I keep feeling like I'm fighting uphill battles left and right
With no strength to survive them
I've been freaking out over the small things I won't ever change
They get stuck in me and I'm like
Can I get somebody to help?
Someone help me
Could someone help me?
'Cause how was I supposed to know
That the fog never fully clears?
Where am I supposed to go
Where these struggles disappear?
Or can You really find me here?
(Instrumental)
If I'm not alone
I don't need control to find the joy in my life
So I let it go
In the hope that You can find me here
If I'm not alone
I don't need control to find the joy in my life
So I let it go
In the hope that You can find me
If I'm not alone
I don't need control to find the joy in my life
So I let it go
In the hope that You'll find me
When I keep feeling like I'm fighting uphill battles left and right
With no strength to survive them
I've been freaking out over the small things I won't ever change
They get stuck in me and I'm like
Can I get somebody to help?