I know we grew up a little too fast I miss the days that we'd chill and relax Where did the time go? It all passed Now I need to go back I had no worries, but always have plans Only thing I did was take out the trash Now it's much harder to laugh Hard to get up and then work on my craft (yeah) I need inspiration, don't need no validation No more medication, should try some meditating I don't need you to save me, feel like all of you hate me Everything's been so hard with all the situations lately I just need to numb the pain for a minute I just wanna run away a vacation I don't know what else to say Now I just need to numb the pain ♪ Oh, I just wanna numb the pain (Oh) I just wanna run away I don't know what else to say Now I just need to numb the pain ♪ (I just need to numb the pain) Well maybe I'm done, maybe I've lost Still putting up a fight because I love my mom, I love my family When I was young, they would all look after me I don't know why, but I feel like a burden I spend my life overthinking my purpose Can't really cry, I'm so used to the hurting Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments Oh, I just wanna numb the pain for a minute I just wanna run away a vacation I don't know what else to say Now I just need to numb the pain ♪ I just need to numb the pain ♪ I just need to numb the pain for a minute I just wanna run away a vacation I don't know what else to say Now I just need to numb the pain