Basically I just wanna find a way To get you out my mind for another day Because solitude makes me wanna end the pain Maybe take a shot straight to my brain It's just I'm tryna switch up your reaction Something I thought about asking Why are you constantly passive Why don't you live in the past tense Back and forth on arrangements You always switch the location Last minute conversations Saying that you wouldn't make it Now I'm alone I'mma face it Gin shots full of hatred Back of the uber, I'm wasted Calling the women I've dated And I could never be there for you And you could never be there to I guess And I am not the one who loved you I was just the one who wanted sex And I could never be there for you And you could never be there to I guess And I am not the one who loved you I was just the one who wanted sex Empty are the most times I could feel alive in the nighttime Talking to the moon I hope that she's fine Talking to the moon I hope that she's fine It's different for me like it's different for you And everybody who would listen to music I make or the things that I do Damn it Guess that I shouldn't have panicked Flipping the switch I feel stagnant I couldn't talk cause I'm average I shouldn't talk cause I'm average