Like, disappointment of sorts
And stuff like that
Selfish
Picking flowers when they've blossomed
More selfish when its in autumn
More often I've fallen victim of always shifting the problem
But of course I keep it solemn
And of course you tell me men are trash
Huh
You're searching for something deeper
My emotions; your escape
I should trust you're a keeper
I'm out gasping for air
You're chilling catching a breather
Hold up, wait
This not fate
I'm probably goin' keep my cool until it's just too late
I'm tryna face my demons, you're proving you're two faced
We keep wasting time, when you're bragging the crew nake
Now I'm getting colder, losing ethics
'Cause you're fucking me for aesthetics
But it's me feeling pathetic
Who I struggled to become has grown into your little fetish
Then you pull your "I've been hurt in the past" card
Tell me I can pour my heart out to you
When I try you drop it, I get nothing but some glass shards
Why you make me open right up to you
When you got no intentions just vibes
Saying I be second guessing, girl bye
Acting iffy for a mention
It's getting messy
But this cycle will keep on coming until I learn my lesson
It's time
Until I learn my lesson it's time
It's time (Mama said just give it time)
Until I learn my lesson it's time
Mama said
(Mama said)
Mama said just give it time, your person's out there somewhere
How do I stop looking when I walk in it's just all stares
Need it to be better, yeah
Need kind hearts and deeper glares
Sometimes I feel lonely, like it's over, I feel so scared
Hmmmm I feel so scared (So scared)