I've been tryn' understand love and all it's hinders
Just the other day I signed back onto Tinder
Swiping left, then right
Hoping I'll hit for the night
Then realised they all resemble Linda
Imagine that
Scary but had to face it
The times I said words to you
That cut deep and filled with hatred
Aware your soul I tainted
So now I'm tryna be there for all these hoes
For times with you I wasted
So I fall for the damaged, try to fix them because I broke you
Struggling to swallow my pride like cold food
I know you'd think it's silly like "nah it's old feuds"
But that shit plays in my head like some old tunes
Damn
And you're about to be someone's forever
I'm tryna all get my shit together
Next time I swear that I'll better
I'm sorry for the past I hope you see my current efforts
Depending on liquid courage, avoiding demons
Im saying bitches ain't shit, just to hide all my feelings
Still believe in a black God, no Morgan Freeman
I see my dads attitude in all my failed commitments
Tryna understand why you're so distant
Cause that shit is really killing
My peace of mind
But never mind...
Who am I kidding
How do I love when the first man to love me wasn't willing
So I got a foot in and a foot out
Constantly on the look out
For flaws cause you made me feel like you should've pulled out
Drove me crazy, decided on new routes
Put my big girl panties on, chinos and blue blouse
Then spoke to you
You heard me, now you're trying
I'm failing but I'm still climbing
I noticed the silver lining
We're searching and we're still finding
I know it's hard because of timing
And every time you do
I'm thankful it's not from your grave that you're smiling
Man I'm blessed
Lately I've been in my head too much
Maybe it's my time to let things flow
Thoughts of "man am I even enough?"
Couple things I need to just let go
Let it go
Let it go
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Lately I've been in my head too much
Maybe it's my time to let things flow
Thoughts of "man am I even enough?"
Couple things I need to just let go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Lately I've been in my head too much
Maybe it's my time to let things flow
Thoughts of "man am I even enough?"
Couple things I need to just let go