Her eyes pour over her pour over The old man asks if you're ready to order He says "around here it used to snow a lot more But that was back before we won the great war" She smiles politely like you do But her eyes are glazed over She's ignoring you This girl's already made up her mind She won't be fucking around And wasting anymore time with You Bring the check it's time to check out I'm tired of feeling left out At a table for two But I'm not entirely sure I blame you Reach into my back pocket And pull out my wallet The picture falls out This girl's so shocked she opens her mouth but I promise it's not what it looks like That was from a passed life Should have listened to my friends when they said "Give yourself some more time Wait until it feels right" But how do you know when it's right To stop grieving? Getting high out on the front porch Wondering if I can force Something new to happen Find a ship that I can captain All my friends are getting too fucked up They're going downtown to act tough And I'll join them too Better than sitting around here and thinking about Who cares if I'm not over her tonight I can still have a good time A concept so foreign to my mind I'll drink until I go blind Or at least until I lose sight Of all the pain and anguish I felt When you DIED