You saw me Heartbreak hanging in the air You heard me Wonder if You even care Witnessed the walls I built You felt the pain I felt You saw me unaware Cause the fog in the valley so heavy that it was blinding But now looking down from the mountain I'm realizing Here in the after I see it so clearly In my disaster Your love was so near me I had no need to worry and no need to doubt You found a way To take all my pain And make it all matter Here in the after Here in the after You told me Keep on pushing through the waiting You will bring Beauty out of all the aching Now on the other side It wasn't wasted time I didn't lose it you just used it for my good Here in the after I see it so clearly In my disaster Your love was so near me I had no need to worry and no need to doubt You found a way To take all my pain And make it all matter Here in the after Here in the after When I'm back in the valley so sure that I won't make it I'll remember the mountain and I'll be anticipating That here in the after I see it so clearly In my disaster Your love was always near me Near me Here in the after I see it so clearly In my disaster Your love was so near me I had no need to worry and no need to doubt You found a way To take all my pain And make it all matter Here in the after Here in the after Here in the after